5 years today...

It amazes me how fast/slowly this five years has gone. It has just past the "death minute" of my first husband. Funny how times and days can have an effect on me. And to think that I am actually doing wonderfully. I am making it. It's just hard to go through all of this year after year. And this year I have other things to process. I am getting married in less than a month. This is a great thing but still needs to be processed.

5 years ago today I was a mom, wife and new community member to my town. Today I am still a mom, future wife, and a somewhat seasoned resident of this community- with my MSW complete, working, moving my big butt, owning dogs (!!) and grieving this losses of so many of my family/friends.

But today I also know that I am lucky. I was given a chance to fall in love again. It is wonderful.

Today- just plain sucks though. Dates and time have too much power over me. I need to work on that.

Three cheers to T.TMT