Random thoughts (really needing to just get stuff off of my chest....)

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Can't do anything right...

So today I have discovered that I just can't do anything right. I am a shitty mom and a shitty wife. V thinks no one likes her, I pressure her while she is playing the piano and I can't understand what the F*** she is talking about half of the time.

I am a crappy wife because I always say the wrong things. I expect things that I guess I should not be expecting and I just don't understand boys. Really that is all it is I think. I don't understand boys and how they think. It is so different from how I think. It just makes no sense and I am really frustrated!! I never wanted to believe that men were from Mars and women were from Venus but now I am sure I am from some different universe. I just can't be from the same place. And now what? How do you deal with that? It is not a minor problem. It is a processing problem in my main hard drive. I am programmed. Sucks to be J.

Work has been busy. Getting all of my visits in before the holidays. And V has strep throat. At least we have some antibiotics she can take for this. All the other stuff this year has been a wait it out type illness. She should be better soon. She better be or else we can't go to my folks again for the holiday and I will just be broken if that happens. It will be hard enough anyway as J has to work and we won't see him the whole time. Suck!

Not much else. My tummy expands daily. V said she would take a picture of it soon so we can post it all for you to be grossed out again. And yes, my boobs have now taken over most of our County. I tried to find some bras tonight... I am going to have to go to the "speciality store". Will my body ever go back? No- let's be honest. I am stuck with stretching saggy skin forever.

Have a great night. I sure am going to.

Boy I am a downer today aren't I??


Anonymous Anonymous said...

D- I LOVE YOU!!! I've had the blah's too, and T and I have been fighting over stupid stuff, and I have had that EXACT feeling that boys and their intellectual processes just baffle me, but I've never been able to put that into words. AND he can't go to Ohio w/me because he has to work, so I get to drive 18 hours round-trip by myself... I guess I was hoping that would end when I got married, but so far- Nope. But I love the feeling the holiday season brings, and I LOVE giving presents and baking cookies and all of that good stuff. Merry Christmas to you and your rapidly expanding belly! :) Heather

Thursday, December 21, 2006 12:07:00 PM  
Blogger LawMommy said...


Hugs. You never do anything wrong in MY book.


Saturday, December 23, 2006 9:00:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...


Wednesday, May 07, 2008 10:54:00 PM  
Blogger The Mully's said...

I know its months after you wrote this, I did a random google search and came accross this. Aparently, you and I are on the same wave path, you just earlier. I hope everything is going well now that the evil holiday season is over, and I completely feel what you're going through. Do take care, breathe and remember to smile (maybe I should take my own advice, eh- "do what I say not what I do..")

Someone who cares,

Saturday, February 07, 2009 7:07:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well my name is e i feel your pain it just seems like the more i try the more i get my feelings hurt as if i cant do anything right. i tried 2 make valentines da special it seemed 2 work then the next day all hell seem 2 have broken loose i cant even get a simple pedicure when i just made things special dinner bubble bath,rose petals &candles all in the bathroom hell i even sucked his dick while he was soaking in the tub & then today he deciides 2 give me appreciation by giving me his ass 2 kiss so what should i do? damn i feel like some kinda sidekick 2 the man that i love &suppose 2 love me then on top of that my son get virus having me 2 sit & er all damn day then had 2 get other 2kids from school then they seem 2 want 2 be hellraisers after school after behaving for Their teachers

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